i realized when you lose something that exactly belongs to you, you may probrably get something amazing. i realized this by something that happened yesterday. when our dance teacher give our certificate to us. i was thinking i was no doubt to be the best. but when the result was out, i know i only passed. it means all of my hardwork and tears and perspiration in the summer vacation is useless. who said that "no pays no gains" is lying!how could that someone who didn't pay much as me and didn't dance as well as me get a better result?? the most painful thing is i must pretend to be happy and i was not able to say even a word about my sadness.i really wanna cry when we had the dance class.but i must prevent my tears from falling from my eyes!! and i must keep smiling. it was really hurt.it's cruel. but when i told my dear sis. she quickly came to my house.my tears suddenly fell cats and dogs. "it's unfair,"i said,"i have paid that much but only passed. how could god do this to me??" sis thought it was unfair,too. and she really cares about me. she gave me a big pomegranate to me this morning and asked me to have lunch with her at her home. it's so warm. she's doing everything she can to make me get out of the crash. and me too. because we are sisters! and forever no change! i'm not lonely because on my way there's someone with me.