我说，有的东西是不允许你第二次不珍惜的。这是真理。还有，她比你更需要我，你和她我更需要她。就这么简单，朋友可以有很多，但只能close friend有一个。所谓鱼和熊掌不可兼得也！ sometimes sis can really make me feel warm.i think it's the most wonderful thing in my life.it's so good to have someone to care about, to share the happiness and sadness with each other.when she was in chengdu, i called brother sp(it means special policeman)to tell him. at that time he was in shungliu which is 40kilometers from where sis live.and it's 22:00 and he borrowed a car to drive here to see her!! i think he's crazy but sis said she's got used to it. smell is very abstract.one can only experience it and can't describ.when i smell the sweet smell from the hair protection on my hair.i memories the feeling one year before and all the feelings come back to me.then the scence i sleep in sis's house,and it's the first time we had talked so deeply with each other. one reading excise says"it takes time for two people to be close friends." and i don't know it took us how much time.but i know we are close friends, at least now.and i hope it will last forever!!

sis will go to chengdu this thursday because she will have a conference there. and return on sunday for 4 days.555555 yesterday evening before the class was over she sent a message to me to ask me if i had taken an umbrella. i thought maybe she would bring me one. but she said she would take me home. our home is far away from each other,maybe the to side to our little town.and it's raining at that time.so when i got home i decided not to waste even a second to study. and i recited the "li sao" written by quyuan at 00:30. i went to sleep at 00:55. this morning when chinese teacher asked the students who hadn't recited the passage to stand up, only 5 were sit,including me.i feel excited because i seldom recited chinese passage. i wanna get a good result in the exam only to prove that my sis hasn't affected my study at all! actually i feel happiest on saturdays,too. the same with my sis.

because of the mouth-exam, i go to bed at 01:00 every night. in order to be the top and free my sis. and i willing do it. i can make it!!

i realized when you lose something that exactly belongs to you, you may probrably get something amazing. i realized this by something that happened yesterday. when our dance teacher give our certificate to us. i was thinking i was no doubt to be the best. but when the result was out, i know i only passed. it means all of my hardwork and tears and perspiration in the summer vacation is useless. who said that "no pays no gains" is lying!how could that someone who didn't pay much as me and didn't dance as well as me get a better result?? the most painful thing is i must pretend to be happy and i was not able to say even a word about my sadness.i really wanna cry when we had the dance class.but i must prevent my tears from falling from my eyes!! and i must keep smiling. it was really hurt.it's cruel. but when i told my dear sis. she quickly came to my house.my tears suddenly fell cats and dogs. "it's unfair,"i said,"i have paid that much but only passed. how could god do this to me??" sis thought it was unfair,too. and she really cares about me. she gave me a big pomegranate to me this morning and asked me to have lunch with her at her home. it's so warm. she's doing everything she can to make me get out of the crash. and me too. because we are sisters! and forever no change! i'm not lonely because on my way there's someone with me.

tomorrow is the teachers' day. but yanyan is sad because of her student. what should i do for her? in fact what she feels is nothing of my business. but i think it's unfair for a girl to experience such painful things. just like my sis. i just hope they can adap to this painful things. in fact i feel painful, too. but who can comfort me?

我让徐畅帮我把他们班那几个不读书的人的政治书借给我，我帮他们把笔记记好。因为姐姐最近以为她班上那些学生的事头都大了，还经常在晚上睡觉时发神经。她很压抑。其实她真的很不容易的，一个人在这边，还这么好强。我只是想，我如果帮他们把笔记做好，他们会不会就认真听下课呢？如果不会的话，至少姐姐看到他们的书上都记着笔记就不会那么难受了。其实，我只是不想让姐姐和我一样压抑的过着生活。 我真的很喜欢和姐姐在一起，可以很放松。很开心，而且姐姐也很开心。这样很好。

well, after two days study, we have the first weekend. we have a new classmate. when i first saw her she was downstairs.when the second time i saw her she was doing exercises in the corner of the classroom and when the last time i saw her she was still doing some exercises. and i don't know why she didn't talk to us. today is our maths teacher's birthday.we bought him a pen yesterday and put it in a gift box.then we put the box in a big box with bottles of water to increase the weight. and the teachers' day is coming, too. the surprise is beginning!