It's nothing, nothing serious, aha~ from now on, I will spare no effort to study. Yes, I'm gonna be a great person! 孔子说：“仁者不忧，智者不惑，勇者不惧。”内心的强大可以化解生命中很多很多遗憾。

为什么我总是喜欢跟他发脾气，喜欢生他的气呢？我是不是有点小女人了？

5月3号那天罗洋哥哥结婚了，是我们这一代的第一对哦~哇，其实我还是有点激动。以前就见过嫂子了，是很学生气的那种女生吧。（总喜欢女生称她）她有个特别的名字，叫雷鸣。她看上去很温柔很贤淑的样子，声音也很动听。嗯，很喜欢这个嫂子。不知是他们的婚礼本来很感人还是怎么的，我真就哭了。很复杂很复杂的感觉。尤其是说到雷鸣姐姐爸爸去世那里，还有洋哥哥唱歌时。突然就想到，以后如果和Ro.Ro结婚~~哇~一定特别感慨，特别幸福，特别甜蜜。如果真的有那么天，我们是不是会很不容易？by the way，洋哥哥也是LY，RORO也是LY。

再说5月5号的比赛。我也不知道到底如何。只知道我只发挥了70%左右。哎~不知道啦，不管了啊！反正我练得很认真，我无怨无悔。呵呵。比赛结果嘛~5月20号就会出来了，只要在二等奖以上我还是能接受的。具体怎么样，不知道啦。由于有预感我进不了8月份的比赛，于是我把头发剪了。呵呵！

Today RoRo and I went to Megie's to have lunch. After lunch, we had a rest together on Megie's bed. I never did it before. I never felt that way. I don't know how to discribe it, anyway, it's fantastic. I love him.

He said if we can't not be together in the future, it could be stupid to think about what we have done. I agree, so I hope we can persist till the end of time. Acturally, I am not good at express myself.

Later, he required my kiss but I refused. I don't know why. Maybe it's because I can't accept it at present.

Anyway, my duty is to study, in order to enter the best university.