I'm not strong enough to fail all the time!! I won't care too much about the result. But it doesn't affect my try my best! Although I think it was unfair, in fact, it was me that had some shortcomings,maybe. So change change change~~ a za a za fighting!! Go and see, I'm better than her and any other girls!!

其实呢，我特别渴望这次月考能翻身。还好，数学144，但不太甘心，本来可以得149的。算了，不说了。物理化学生物没感觉。英语没考好。 做语文诗歌鉴赏时，又遇到苏轼大哥了，很喜欢这句话，“也无风雨也无晴”。其实很多东西都可以看淡了去。生活不需要太多浮华。一切悲伤荣耀一切一切都会过去。 但即使这样，我仍然会做一切对得起自己的事，只为没有遗憾。 前些天做了个心理测验，发现我把家庭放在第一位，把爱情放在最后一位。恍然才发现到现在我还是不明白什么是爱情。我一生追求的更多的是两个人安定的生活。互相照顾，养一两个孩子，这是我的梦想之一。（另一个梦是当一名出色的外交官）而这个另一个人，roro恰好符合很多条件，于是我一心想要一辈子和他在一起，并把此当做爱情。不过，我追求的只是一个伴侣。但无论如何，我和还是真的有点爱他的。不管是什么样的爱。

The start of RoRo's name is LY. And I've just found a picture with "Lovely Summer"on it. In fact it was RoRo who found "lovely" means love LY.

But I can't help doubting whether he is really loving me or just like me because I'm looking more beautiful or "lovely". He once said, no man doesn't like beauty.

Sometimes I just think about that maybe love is unreliable. And if I would be marrying a man not because of love but family or children in the future, I may prefer not to marry a man but my responsibility to my loved country.

Now, I have few belief in love. I even think no man could love me more than my parents. It's true, their love is true and the warmest and inspired.

Let it be! How long will we go? Only time knows.....

another picture I think the background is beautiful and it's a park in my town.

I just enjoy what the god gives me. No matter it is painful or joyful. Sometimes I doubt my ideas of love. Because I timely feel it is better not to love or marry someone. In fact, maybe it's not necessary for to love or not.

In order to live like real human in the future, I'd better not to treat myself as a human during the year that follows. And it's not the time for me to enjoy love comfort. I am myself and an independent young lady. Go and see, I gonna change the world.

it is a long time since i wrote my blog last time. within the 4 mouths, many things happened. maybe i should change some of my ideas about love. love is a personal part of life, and it's less important than my dream. i'll prepare to realise my value to come to the world.

obviously, i am different from other girls who are at 17. i know my personlality is fit for a diplomat or maybe a transter. and it's my mission to develop our nation.

by the way, i'll have an english speech competition on March 31st. and the provided topic is what period of time do you feel proud to be chinese. in fact, my answer is not everytime. because some serious problems really exist in china now. china needs developing.

this days we've been disscusing an argument about war and peace. almost half of my classmates considered that war is unavoidable and necessary. but i think when the thinking way of human beings have improved, there will be no wars in the world. i do believe it though it takes a long time.