this is the last time in the summer vacation i write in my blog. and maybe next time will be every saturday. i still haven't got in touch with bro y. he's in jiangsu province. i miss him a lot. if only i could talk with him for a while. but his qq is not on. what should i do? if he's still not on the internet, i won't be able to talk to him this vacation. tomorrow evening we'll go back to school.　　　　　哎～真不想开学啊！(i don't wanna begin my new term) i must study hard, or i won't be able to enter a good university!!!!

i went shopping with sis this afternoon and maybe we won't go shopping together for a long time. maybe until national day or winter holiday. my homework......i have to copy. suddenly i don't want to begin the new term. and a little be afraid. this morning john asked me to see him. it's the fifth time he ask me to see him. in fact i don't like him, not a bit. i know he's very excellent. and he may enter beijing university or qinghua university or some better like havard,stanford. but i don't like a man like him. i like a sunny boy like tommy. or like my brother special policeman.hah~ he's so handsome~~ next time i go to chengdu,he will give me badge which has a black leopard on it. they are BLACK LEOPARD SPECIAL POLICEMEN!! tomorrow is the last day of summer vacation~~what will i do??? nothing but copying my homework!!~

this afternoon i went swimming with sis though it's not hot at all. when got to the swimming pool, there were just a few people. never have i seen such clean water in the swimming pool of our school. just like swimming in my own swimming pool. i told sis how my dance teache said about me yesterday. she said i should have asked to answer the nature's call. in fact, i don't dare. anyway my homework will soon be over. my new term will soon begin. i should prepare for its coming~ a za a za fighting!

i play the same song while writing the diary. you've mistaken me, my dance teacher. you know i can't learn that dance because i have a pain in my waist. another reason is that i don't want to learn the same dance with them. and it's you that the first not to precious me! i think i'm now experiencing the period of time which is really painful. just as a caterpillar becomes a butterfly. i feel something in my body broken. and hear the noise. i have many things that can't be shared with others. it's said it's like tasting the spirit. last night when i lay on my bed, a few tears finally fell from my eyes. it's taste sour, and also the life. sis will teach one more class this term,class 12, to result that she teaches two liberal arts classes and 4 science classes. we science student don't need to study history and geograghy any more. cheers! i really hate history and geography. i hope sis does care about me. well, i saw mary the day before yesterday with sis at the same place last winter i and sis saw her. her hair became longer to lash. just like the appearance when i was in junior one. a little like me and dong jie. well, i dance for myself. therefore, i won't care what others comment me.~~~~~ a za a za fighting!!! i'll start to copy the homework.~

i don't know what happened. suddenly i wanna cry. just fall a few dropps of tear. but i coulden't.i wonering why my tears are so rare when i really feel bad deep in my heart. i wish to have someone really care about my feeling, but not a leaf come to me. i don't know what happened to me ,sometimes i really feel happy,but always after a while i feel i fall into a valley and nobody's near me. that is loneliness. i can't find my way. i really wanna a happy cry!!!!!! tears ,come out, okay?

my summer vacation will soon be gone. and leave me a lot of undone homework. actually i do want to return to school, and i don't know why. after a few days i 'll become a senior 2 student and after 651 days i'll be having the university entering examination. hard work is beginning~ i like this picture. i think maybe i am now really giving up my dancing. because of the injury of my waist and also my poor height. if only i could become 1cm taller to be reach 160cm!! i hope i can be sedate next term. and make progress~ ps:i want to sit in front of doggy next term and i hope tao sir will say ok.